Collected and Composed

Growing up. Realizing that things are forever changing. The only constants are your morals.
mentalnow asked: And I know all that! And not in the conceited way. But the smart way. And that's what makes me mad, too. And frustrated. Because I know that. And I still have these feelings. And it still hurts. And I hurt so much and that boob doesn't feel anything. But I can't keep hurting myself. We're supposed to see Superman. But I'm not holding my breath. Because I'm not making the move. It can't be my job to hold a friendship. That's not a friendship. I've told him that too many times.


Answer:

I know it still hurts, but it will get better. I wouldn’t ever think you were conceited for knowing how wonderful you are! It’s so great that you have that confidence! And if you do see Superman, then have fun. But if not, just know that you have Zac or Larry or Joel or me to go with! :) we all love you.

Having been a model and knowing what goes down at photo shoots, I feel a lot more comfortable with myself now. When I was 17 and modeling in Hong Kong, a lot of my roommates were unhealthy—laxative teas were big—and I had my problems, too. I’d starve myself for a day, and the next day I was hungry, tired and miserable. When I felt so bad about not being able to fit into size 0 jeans, I realized I had to make a change. Being beautiful doesn’t mean being skinny. It’s about being healthy.”

                                              Shay Mitchell - Self Magazine

She’s so pretty.

(via my-life-as-i-am)

Another early a.m. shift. But….. bed…….